Friday, December 18, 2009

just keeping it together...

Super busy the next two days and am trying to keep an even keel.  i focalize tonight's medicine wheel ceremony.  we probably won't get home and in bed until 1 or 2 am.  then back up to decide which music to use for our 6 PM meditation saturday night and get laundry done before meditation.  back home after meditation and in bed around 1 or 2 am again.  then up early to drive to the panhandle so steven and i can visit my grandmother (his great-grandmother).  it's about an 8 hour drive (ugh) but will be fun in my car.  i love driving my car, so maybe it will make the trip a little less weary.  of course, i'm sure steven can keep me entertained the whole way.  he has lots to say on a wide variety of topics so there's always lots to talk about.  i just have to keep him away from too much car talk!  LOL

i am looking forward to the trip and seeing my family.  hate the drive and wish we could stay longer, but things are busy here and i can't afford to be away for too long.

right now i'm in maintenance mode.  i just push ahead so i can do what i've got to get done until i finally break through the other side.  up side is that once i get to the farm on sunday, it will be pure relaxation.  even one day there can be like a week on vacation anywhere else.  i am looking forward to it!

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